It's DECEMBER??? When did this happen? I mean, I know my classes have ended, I'm up to my neck in schoolwork, I haven't had a proper night of sleep in two months, and it is cold outside, but DECEMBER? I have an Advent calendar that is up to date, and it is already over half-way to Christmas. What a strange feeling...time slipping.

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The letter of decision for TFA gets postmarked on Wednesday. This idea has prevented many a REM cycle, I assure you. I can't believe how much I am stressed out about it, really. I mean, I tried my best, but I REALLY WANT TO DO THIS.

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My bike got stolen on my 21st birthday.

Yeah.

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I've KIND of been seeing a guy for a month now.

The thing is, I'm schizophrenic when it comes to relationships. I'm not sure if it is normal really...

I mean, one day, I'll be like...he is GREAT, wow, he is really awesome. The next day, total skepticism.

Weird.

I'm so messed up.

Gah, I can't even write anymore.

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