This morning, 32-ounce Dunkin Donut's coffee in hand, I truly appreciated being back in society. I'm awfully thirsty for everything in life at this present moment.

You know when you are growing up and people tell you that the opposite sex will be breaking down your door and you just laugh to yourself or shake your head? Well my friends, I just looked out the window and it is raining men.

After feeling so isolated, introverted, and lonely for the past eight months, there has been a lovely revolving door of awesome men in my life for the past month. It's insane, actually, it is like I'm putting off some sort of crazy hormone that is luring guys in. I've never been a balancer of different guys before, never had to say no to dates because I already have one at that time. They are all so very different, but all very lovely. It's the strangest thing that I've ever experienced. I'm a little scared for when it stops because I feel like I'm using up all of the good karma I've been storing for the past few years. There are actual moments where I just laugh to myself because of how ridiculous it all is. I think I'm finally realizing that I'm not the same person I was two, five, ten years ago and how to balance that with who I am now. It's been a gradual process, but I'm not the awkward, overweight, insecure girl that I once was.

I've been taking grad classes at for the past month and today is the last day. Only one more class for my master's degree, which I am really psyched about--but I'm also scared for the big life changes that will inevitably happen at the end of the next school year. There are so many possibilities and I want to take each one. But I can't, so I have to decide what is the most important things for myself at these critical moments in my life. It's scary.